I met you one night when I was free,
And you touched me.
Between the cracks in our masks
We caught a brief glimpse
Of another's feelings.
As the sun rose toward its zenith
We played on beaches careful not
To let our masks crack again.
The next day you said you loved me,
And I shuddered in fear;
Fear that I might one day
Say the same
I did;
We loved, laughed, and watched
The stars watching our love.
I lost my soul in that shimmering sea
Of joy we hesitated to call love,
Preferring celebration.
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I don't think we meant to convince
Each other that the summer would end,
But who are we to know
the consequences
Of confused emotions.
Now I must deafen my mind
To the wailing scream
That demands to know
Where love hides.
Maybe pain disguised as love
Will guile me once again
To reach out, touch
Be touched;
But maybe I will look inward
Toward death
And discover that I don't need love.
Only the living suffer; only the living love.
I love you.
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Written for Sharon Lesher Boothby, after a summer of love spent with the first woman, girl (we were in our early 20's) I ever slept with overnight. She was married. She had a child by John Boothby, which she gave up for adoption. Later she married John, and when we met they were separated. I fell in love with love and sex and drank deeply of Aphrodite's gifts.
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