20040205 (CCC)
Journal: February 5, 2004
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Jail Time

One month in here now; three months incarcerated. I am daily losing respect for the criminal justice system. The “program” at CCC is OK, but is mainly designed for AOD (Angry Obsessive Disorder) and much younger kids. Maybe when I get to the sex offenders group it will be better, but I doubt it since I don’t accept my guilt for a sex crime (no victim). I am trying not to get angry and just take each day as it comes. If prison in Illinois is OK, maybe I could endure the rest of my life in prison. Three meals, a warm place to sleep. I have no money, nothing if I lose SSD (Social Security Disabilty). I hope Jeannie will pick me up, but she will charge me and take my SSD and pensions when I am 65. I haven’t called her in 3 weeks, or Pom in 4 weeks. I should call soon.