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Joie de Vivre (Sleep) Jail Time Self
Saturday, sleep day. I fell into my old sleeping habits and, for the first time since being in jail reached the “deep, long” sleep mode. What a wonderful escape! Great dreams and “living” in that dream world. I feel alive when I sleep and dead when awake. Strange that dream fantasy holds more attraction than reality. This probably helps explain my “crime” too; I would rather live in fantasy than reality, especially sexually. Maybe based on fantasy TV and fairy tales that enamored me as a young kid. |